Convalla

So found out that the best way for me to focus os to have my hair up a brush/pensil behind my ear and another one in my mouth (witch whould explain the bitmarks -.-) works so well thast evantuallie i forgret about them and bring them to bed whit me and i dont know if u teried but Graphite is hard to get of the sheats ... but its wurth it i made a rose that actulie looks like a rose <3 ( and a fat horse but casulties are expected)

i was sitting and painting when my mother came in whit a lamb for me to take care of so rigth now im sitting whit him in my lap warming him and waitinf´g for his milk to get warm the cat hiding stealing glimps oh him feeling a bit scared it looks like , this litle life that Im intrusted whit that whouldnt had survived at his own. Survival of the fittesr Darwin once said well screw u darwin Ive been doing this for years he will survive! just got to tink for a name for him...

Driving home from my parents i started to wonder what day it was i emediltly felt that tomorrow is friday so it must be thursday. But then i remembered i was going to go whit a friend for a  walk on tursday so it couldnt be tursday well then its wendesday then and yet agen it felt like that wasent quite rigth. So i thought to myself well what was the day yesterday then? Monday that i was on the clear of  so that ment that it was tuesday today. while in the car i started to think back at my life as i always do ( I think waaay to mutch) and while listening to Bitney on the raidio singing about her criminal i thought about the man that had my h